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Apr. 4th, 2006 @ 06:00 am
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I’m updating, only because I haven’t used LJ in more than year. I’m FINALLY creating a myspace account. I think its about time..
Life has been a little rocky. I just moved back in with my mom because I got fucked over with a place I was going to move into in Doral. Its too bad, because I was really excited to move in with Chris and meet some older, more mature people for once. Plus, I was excited to be able to use the doral country club.
Marcel offered for me to move in with him, of course hesitantly, I denied. Imagine psycho inlaw controlling my life. That’s a hell no. Marcel has also been a little distant, and everything I do or say annoys him. I don’t understand why every time things get perfect, something has to go wrong in our relationship. We are going to myrtle beach this week, but something tells me, that might now happen. Crossing my fingers. It would be the perfect time to patch things up right now. |
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Jan. 9th, 2005 @ 03:40 am
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me and my work friends @ Houston celebrating a late xmas/new years get together.
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Nov. 14th, 2004 @ 08:20 pm
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I am such a fool. I am not only immature and extremely pessimistic, but a complete idiot. Everything is coming to a full explantion and totally making sense. I feel guilty for what invading his privacy and i also feel guilty for telling some of his secrets that i promised i would keep quiet. At first i felt like i didnt deserve him, but now, in reality im realizing he doesnt deserve me. I fucked up in so many ways. |
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Oct. 3rd, 2004 @ 01:44 am
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I just joined L.A. Weight loss. Tomorrow I start the Detox diet for two days, where I supposable cleanse my body of all the toxins of bad food, and “supposable” lose 8-10 pounds in 2 days. It consists of nothing but green dark veggies, eggs, protein, and the supplemental juice that was provided to me. I then start my long diet of 30 weeks where I will loose 70 pounds or money back guaranteed. I’m excited and worried at the same time. Not many people think I will go through with this. But with the help and counseling three times a week of the trained professionals, I think I will be motivated enough to keep through with it. The one person I least expected to be there for me is actually helping me more than I thought. My mother went and did the special prep cooking and preparations for my long two upcoming days.
If I can accomplish this, I think I will be able to accomplish anything in my life.Current Mood:  hopeful |
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Sep. 29th, 2004 @ 08:48 am
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You Should Vote For Kerry |
Though You'd Rather Vote for Michael Moore |
Heh, yeah, maybe he is not a complete genius but at least he can give you a straight answer without mumbling.
I found the question that ask whom you find the most annoying interesting. The first person that popped to my head before even looking at the answers was John Ashcroft. |
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My stress level is higher beyond belief. I Don’t have money for gas. My school is asking me to pay them 4,900 before Jan 10th. We don’t have enough money to even eat. My best meals in the last three weeks have all been from stolen from work. It looks like I might have to take more than just two or three semesters off from school. We got a warning notice that our electricity will get shot off by Monday if I don’t pay them for the last two month which happens to be 384. I haven’t paid my car, phone bill, two stupid tickets I got last week and im driving without insurance. I want to crawl in a hole and die. I have never in my life been more depressed than I have been as of this minute.
Sep. 23rd, 2004 @ 12:54 pm
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It seems to be I only know virgos, sagittarius, and aries. The most compatible sign i guess...
Sep. 18th, 2004 @ 11:05 am
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This hurricane Frances thing really has got me stressed out. Not only did it ruin my labor day weekend plans to go to St. Augustine with friends, it is getting me all worked up about not having enough money incase something does happen and not having a job for a few weeks. I’m praying it wont effect south florida that much.
This past weekend rocked. I went to see Dave Chappelle at the Improv. I got front row seat in front of the stage. He only picked on me all night and ONLY ME. He asked me for my name, and made fun of me through out the show. I shook his hand and got an autograph. It was fun. Then we went to the ghetto ass MTV block party in downtown and saw ghetto ass people. Then we waited in line for two hours to get into the club Mansion where Paris Hilton was holding a party for Dave Chapelle. I meet miss Hilton, 9whom by the way is the skinniest chick I’ve ever seen. I meet Hulk Kulgon, and P.diddy. Usher was also there but even if I saw him I don’t think I would not what he looks like.
Last week I went with to see Harlem Williams, he was ok, but nothing will compare to DAVE CHAPELLE.
Sep. 2nd, 2004 @ 02:41 am
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This hurricane Frances thing really has got me stressed out. Not only did it ruin my labor day weekend plans to go to St. Augustine with friends, it is getting me all worked up about not having enough money incase something does happen and not having a job for a few weeks. I’m praying it wont effect south florida that much.
This past weekend rocked. I went to see Dave Chappelle at the Improv. I got front row seat in front of the stage. He only picked on me all night and ONLY ME. He asked me for my name, and made fun of me through out the show. I shook his hand and got an autograph. It was fun. Then we went to the ghetto ass MTV block party in downtown and saw ghetto ass people. Then we waited in line for two hours to get into the club Mansion where Paris Hilton was holding a party for Dave Chapelle. I meet miss Hilton, 9whom by the way is the skinniest chick I’ve ever seen. I meet Hulk Kulgon, and P.diddy. Usher was also there but even if I saw him I don’t think I would not what he looks like.
Last week I went with to see Harlem Williams, he was ok, but nothing will compare to DAVE CHAPELLE.
Sep. 2nd, 2004 @ 02:31 am
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So some of the things I was looking forward to into the future have not gone through. I guess they were a mere solutions to my problems. I was upset at first until I realized that things only do happen for a reason. I can create a general idea to what will happen but don’t have full control of all the outcomes.
People around me have been changing, some of which are a few of my closet friends. I think this has given me a little bit of hope and inspiration. Why should I wait to die to see if reincarnation really does exist when it can be proven sooner in my life.
I’m looking forward to getting away next week. I’ve been overly stressed out with school lately. And I think I’m taking this coming semester off from school. I need to work more, and I need to do some soul searching.
Aug. 26th, 2004 @ 11:19 pm
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This sucks I can't sleep.
yesterday I helped jenny buy her new bedroom set, and new mattress. Today I'm going to help her pick out new stuff to decorate her room.
On monday I drove to Punta Gorda and Port Charlotte and took black and white pictures. I also volunteered for a few hours with the salvation army and gave out food. It was so danm hot, and I could only imagine how bad it must be for all the victims without power, and then there are the homeless victims that i feel the worse for.
I had this one guy tell me this:
my wife heard this loud train sound and tells me how she is starting to hear a train, i tell my wife how it couldnt be possible cause their aint no trains around this area. but then i realize that it might be a tornado, so we rush to the bathroom and laid in the bathtub with a mattress over our heads. five minutes later we pull the mattress out and our roof was gone. with everything we owned completely damaged.
to me, this story it really hit me hard. The one thing i am totally scared off is tornados.
Aug. 18th, 2004 @ 06:03 am
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Today I’m officially 21. Finally I can buy alcohol without embarrassing moments though I do think it makes no sense. You know this is such a state of rebellion only compelled by society that I don’t see why society makes such huge deal about it. If we where to legalize drinking at 18, we would not have to sneak it around, and go to such measures to want to drink so much, we would become so accustom to it by the time we turn 21 we really wouldn’t really drink much.
My friends and I are going to Taverna Opas on the beach. I shall try the very famous ouzo.
Sunday I went to Dave Matthews concert at the last minute with Aron. We didn’t expect to get any seat other than lawn seat being sold by others. I decided to get in line in the ticket booth just in case they do have reserved seating, and to my luck they had front row seat, which they sold to the people standing in front of me, and they had wheelchair box seats we got for only 40 bucks. Not bad, perfect view, really close seats, and we got treated like gods, severs asking us what we wanted, and got to sneak in and out without having to go trough a line. The concert was great, he never seems disappoint me. He didn’t play any of the song I really wanted to hear but, in all, he and his band were amazing. Plus they where recording a cd.
Off to go power shopping before work with ileana. and maybe chuck wagon.
Aug. 3rd, 2004 @ 08:43 am
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Last night I went with mike and ozzy to see The Cure. They rocked! One of the best concert ever. And they played the following songs:
Lost
Plainsong
Labyrinth
Fascination Street
Before Three
From the Edge of the Deep Green Sea
alt.end
The End of the World
Lovesong
Inbetween Days
Just Like Heaven
Pictures of You <3333333333
Us or Them
Disintegration
One Hundred Years
The Promise
Encore:
Close To Me
The Lovecats (my fave song) <3333333333
Why Can't I Be You?
Boys Don't Cry
Jul. 25th, 2004 @ 11:34 pm
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Despise the fact that my life seems pretty well rounded, I still feel unhappy. These last three days I’ve been in such a bitter mood. I blew up to almost all the people most closely to me. My temper seems almost intolerable. I am most surprised that I didn’t get fired on Friday cause I cursed out Leo in front of a guest. Maybe I just need to get laid.
Jul. 19th, 2004 @ 08:43 am
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I’ve had a pretty packed week. Monday I started school ( had class 8am-9pm)and at night I went to lala’s bday pool party. Chantel, Juan, Alex, and the rest of the MG crew hung out talking smack about the world ending, evolution, etc till 3:30am and then I went straight to work at Univision at 4am. Tuesday I say worked both jobs, and then went out with Ileana to watch Anchorman. Wednesday I work both jobs, all day from 4am till9am then from11am till 10pm and then hung out with Justin till 3am. Thursday I had school all day once again and hung out with Aron and Ileana at Ale house for a few drinks. And yesterday I had class in the morning, then went out to lunch with Juan and Jenny, and then work, and then of course the traditional Friday night late night dinner after work with chanti, juan, lala, felix, and aron and we all went to sergio’s, I <3 their empanadas, hmmmm… yummy.
I put in my two week notice at Univision. I cant do both jobs and 18 credits at school, and I have a better flexible schedule at MG and get paid a lot more. Im sad, but whatever works out better for me now. Tho I reeeeeaaally hate being a sever. I feel like a prostitude and tony our GM is our pimp.
Jul. 17th, 2004 @ 12:50 pm
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So right now Im on my brake from class. Sometimes I truly hate doing the 4 hour class thing. I hate having to be here so danm early and the 4 hours feels more like 8 hours.
Tonight I want to post up my cali pictures.
So now Im officially a "semi" blonde. Thanks to Jess.
3 more weeks till my 21st bday..
Jul. 12th, 2004 @ 10:13 am
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so it turned out to be a chill night. Aron and I were supposed to hang out with felix since it was his bday but apparently it was too late and "everyone" was working. I walk into work just to get my schedule and christy invites me to a club where poplife used to be. I invite chantal who then invites felix.
anyways it was chill, and then we went to dennys and caught up with the most current gossip. Tomorrow morning im going to a spinning class, then Im gonna visit Willy at his job at the grove, then go to merrick Park with chantal.
I hate this time change thing, it has me all out of wack.
Jul. 2nd, 2004 @ 05:14 am
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I got back from my vacation last night. Everything went great. I loved every moment of it. We went to San Francisco, Alcatraz, drove along the California coastline for nine hours (Pacific coast highway) that overlooked the ocean and mountains, went to longbeach, Disneyland and California adventure. Saw ferenheit 9/11 and dodgeball and almost played dodgeball with marshall and crew( the ball ended up poping). Went to santa monica and ate our fave restaurant: Bravo. Went to the Getty and saw a lot of Monets and Manets. Played drinking games such as Thirdman. Took a picture of a nome. I actually developed 132 picture.
Jul. 1st, 2004 @ 09:35 pm
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I just finished my last class. No MORE Saturday classes for me. Atleast for a few weeks till next quarter begins. I haven’t slept. I got home from an eventful night around 5ish or so. A few things occurred:
*Mike got arrested for a DUI
*I lend out my car to Ileana and Mike and somehow Ileana managed to go out with complete random strangers to downtown\
*Fernando told me David says “ He misses me”
*The person I least expected showed up to Marchan’s party
*Actually two of the least expected people, one of which I hated from my old job @ Prezzo and the other one is someone I crushed on for tooo long.
*I drank more than I have ever drank and managed to have a “quiet’ drunk
• oh yeah, and I “almost” got fired for the 2,343,244 time
I can’t get over the fact that David says he misses me. Blah. This is the guy that completely fucked me over last year, telling me I am an “inbetween girl” till he meets miss right. Wtf is that shit? He is the reason I work in doral and not in the kendall MG. Well…Im glad his dumb ass misses me cause then he realizes that I was actually worth something. You know I somewhat ( very little) blame myself for some stuff though, I should have never been so danm nice. “Nice guys finish last. “
Jun. 19th, 2004 @ 09:34 am
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Last night Felix, his gf, chantel, her bf, and Aron and I went to go watch “the terminal”.
I laughed a lot through out the movie. I thought Tom Hanks was absolutely brilliant coming across with such a strong accent. He pulled it off great. The movie was a bit unreal, and some parts just didn’t make sense but overall I enjoyed the movie. I give it 4 stars. I felt the movie went by pretty quickly. Aron was completely unpleased with the movie. He couldn’t get over the fact that Tom Hanks does not have that accent and has never portrayed any role with such an accent that it seemed so unreal. He also thought there wasn’t any real plot to the movie and some of the characters in the movie where completely pointless such as Catherine Zeta Jones character or the “villain” character. Or the wedding( if you watch it, you’ll see what I mean). And finally knowing this was a Spielberg movie you expected more, I guess in some aspect this part I agree with.
I also went to visit Willy and Christy at their jobs. And went to have lunch at “Café Med” with Christy.
4 more days till my vacation. Wohoooo!
Jun. 17th, 2004 @ 01:56 pm
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